I've Changed (Yeah right) by WordOfChen, literature
Literature
I've Changed (Yeah right)
I've Changed (Yeah right):
You know, I tell myself everday,
That I'm going to change - that I'll be different.
'This isn't the same; I'm not the same,' that's what I tell myself...
As I sit in front of the computer, praying time doesn't move.
Coward, you're weak and you'll always be weak! You bloody disgrace...
I pick up some new magazine, get inspired,
'I want to be like that guy,' is what I think to myself.
I give it a try for two or three days - I quit.
Same old shit again...
Making up excuses? It's what you always do, you gutless wonder...
I try to reach out with my hands,
Seeking something, anything that I can find to help myself ho
Hi. . Im the nicest funniest person you will ever meet. and I have nothing else to say about myself, Its like.. When someone asks you about someone else, you can nearly write a book about them, but when they ask you about yourself, you wonder who the heck you are.
Favourite Movies
Rolemodels, 21 jump street, you know, The usual:P
Favourite TV Shows
anything anime:3
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
I listen to all kinds of music, but not much country.
I feel her.
Her spirit bores inside me,
Looking into my every weakness
Always out doing me
In everything.
All she has to do is try
I work harder than her to get where I am,
But I feel like I'm still here.
No where.
I scream and shout
But its not like anyone will listen
They're to busy,
Paying attention to the other one
The darker side of me
The one that is smarter
But If they knew what I knew
The one that has a life going for her
And I'm the other one
The one that can't compare
The one thats here.
I am a person to.
The brighter side of your day.
Maybe the world is to consumed in darkness to see the light.
Although I don
So, This will be another quick one, knowin im leaving in a few minutes...
But lately everyone thinks I'm mad at them or something. Its really getting on my nerves. and Im confused if I really sound mad at people.
Plus today I missed my orthodontists appointment, so yay me xD
... But It was really weird. And Crazy, Like even my best friends know I dont usually act like this.. I mean, Its not like im going through depression,..
But now I'm kinda wondering..
Is this the begining to my downfall?
Those words. They keep repaeating themselfs in my head over and over. Keeping my wondering.
Is this the begining to my downfall?
I think that wou
So I know I havent written in awhile, and im sorry about that, but what is there to write about..
Today was not that good. I now Have a lowered self confedince.
I didnt ge accepted on to the color gaurd team. AGAIN.
I dont even know why I keep trying.. Well.. I should stop, But Im not. That coach needs to know that even a girl like me has potential! He knows I've tried out before, and he obiously knows how determined I am to do this, So wth?
..Am I to fat or something? Why does everyone on that team need to be a 'skinny-mini'...
Why do I need to be so fat? I barly even had lunch today. My stomach is going crazy. Should I eat?
I need so