Well Here's my Journal Entry.
I guess I'm going to post here every time I'm thinking about writing, Even though, I'm not a very good writer, And I know I don't have the best spelling and punctuation. So I'm probably going to end up typing it in Microsoft Word, then pasting it on here, but, you probably think this is getting boring. Well it is the prologue and everything so...
And from the title, you can see I'm overweight.. You probably don't want to hear any of my feelings or anything so if you don't want to listen to my struggle and emotions, then, just stop reading.
I'm in the 9th grade, as you can see, high school. It's made up of at least a dozen of types of people. Populars, emo/goth/scene people, the loners, the nerds, and the MEGA nerds(the people who like anime and cosplay), like me, but, like some, I'm not afraid to show people my true colors, so I can relate to the song "Skin" by Sixxam. A lot. I'm am truly the nicest and funniest person you will ever meet, but no people stick around me long enough to see how I truly am... Well this isnt really relating to the title.. but it will, trust me.
...Trust, Another thing I want to talk about, I can't trust anyone. I haven't from the start, and in the past, I've just been reassuring myself. Only Trust yourself. People can be mean. I go to a huge school, so I can hear the snickering of people in the hall ways, either about their boyfriends or girlfriends. Well their relationships arnt going to last long anyway.. They should be lucky. I cant get a boyfriend.. Well I kinda like my friend Johnny, But I think it will get awkward if we ever dated, and i dont think he likes me. One reason because I'm fat.
Well I guess you could say there are people bigger than I am, But most people I see are skinny. Sometimes I wish that I could just Shave it off or something. Its really Sad when the person behind you in choir starts to play with the fat at the back of you arm...
It was not even cool..
Well I think I should stop writing, Its nearly 4:00 in the morning. Im going to write some more tomarrow I guess. Hopefully this is better than I think it is,, I dont really have much of a self-confedince,.So.. I guess ill accually go now