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I feel her.
Her spirit bores inside me,
Looking into my every weakness
Always out doing me
In everything.
All she has to do is try
I work harder than her to get where I am,
But I feel like I'm still here.
No where.
I scream and shout
But its not like anyone will listen
They're to busy,
Paying attention to the other one
The darker side of me
The one that is smarter
But If they knew what I knew
The one that has a life going for her
And I'm the other one
The one that can't compare
The one thats here.
I am a person to.
The brighter side of your day.
Maybe the world is to consumed in darkness to see the light.
Although I dont really see.
What they see.
When I look into those demon eyes,
I see evil.
You know,
Shes that person that would always be watching your every move.
Smirking
Because she thinks she better than you.
You could say shes a twin.
But, I like to prefer call her
"Her".
Her spirit bores inside me,
Looking into my every weakness
Always out doing me
In everything.
All she has to do is try
I work harder than her to get where I am,
But I feel like I'm still here.
No where.
I scream and shout
But its not like anyone will listen
They're to busy,
Paying attention to the other one
The darker side of me
The one that is smarter
But If they knew what I knew
The one that has a life going for her
And I'm the other one
The one that can't compare
The one thats here.
I am a person to.
The brighter side of your day.
Maybe the world is to consumed in darkness to see the light.
Although I dont really see.
What they see.
When I look into those demon eyes,
I see evil.
You know,
Shes that person that would always be watching your every move.
Smirking
Because she thinks she better than you.
You could say shes a twin.
But, I like to prefer call her
"Her".
Life of a Fat person: 1-19
So, This will be another quick one, knowin im leaving in a few minutes...
But lately everyone thinks I'm mad at them or something. Its really getting on my nerves. and Im confused if I really sound mad at people.
Plus today I missed my orthodontists appointment, so yay me xD
... But It was really weird. And Crazy, Like even my best friends know I dont usually act like this.. I mean, Its not like im going through depression,..
But now I'm kinda wondering..
Is this the begining to my downfall?
Those words. They keep repaeating themselfs in my head over and over. Keeping my wondering.
Is this the begining to my downfall?
I think that wou
Life of a Fat Person: 1-18
So I know I havent written in awhile, and im sorry about that, but what is there to write about..
Today was not that good. I now Have a lowered self confedince.
I didnt ge accepted on to the color gaurd team. AGAIN.
I dont even know why I keep trying.. Well.. I should stop, But Im not. That coach needs to know that even a girl like me has potential! He knows I've tried out before, and he obiously knows how determined I am to do this, So wth?
..Am I to fat or something? Why does everyone on that team need to be a 'skinny-mini'...
Why do I need to be so fat? I barly even had lunch today. My stomach is going crazy. Should I eat?
I need so
Life of a Fat Person:12-28
Well.. This day has been pretty crappy. I didn't sign up for this. I hate him. So much now. Am I to fat or something? Well.. I think I am now.. DERPIES. Wtf. ... I was so warned about him to. That guy I liked, You know, Johnny, The one I told you about in the prolouge, is such an asshole.
You see, I want to the mall with my sister and my best friend Cameron. We invited Johnny. They have'nt even known each other for a day, and BAM. He kisses her.
Im going to loose it.
Im going to loose it all. All my fat. I dont care if I end up having to stop eating. Fat people Dont get dates. Lesson Learned: Today. I just don't get it. This love thing.
L
Prologue: Life of a Fat Person
Well Here's my Journal Entry.
I guess I'm going to post here every time I'm thinking about writing, Even though, I'm not a very good writer, And I know I don't have the best spelling and punctuation. So I'm probably going to end up typing it in Microsoft Word, then pasting it on here, but, you probably think this is getting boring. Well it is the prologue and everything so...
And from the title, you can see I'm overweight.. You probably don't want to hear any of my feelings or anything so if you don't want to listen to my struggle and emotions, then, just stop reading.
I'm in the 9th grade, as you can see, high school. It's made up of at l
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